Hi 'm shirai, I'm 21, I have a beautiful daughter, and I have an unhealthy obsession with celebrities :).

jan-26-2012

Morning bloggers! Today was a good day I woke up around 7 and got my daughter fed and situated, then I headed to the gym where I did 10 mins on the elliptical 5 mins on the tread and 40 mins weight lifting, Im pretty sore already and it usually doesn’t happen till the next day, but whatever I LIKE THE BURN!!! So I had an interesting talk with one of my co workers who is going to school to be a doctor and I told him that I have lost ten pounds since the beginning of January and he said it was dangerous that, that happened. This kind of upset me because I don’t know how much weight my body is going to lose, I just do the work and see what happens. To hear that its dangerous makes me mad because he said if I were to break my diet even a little I could gain a significant amount of the weight back so I’m just like WTF?? Is there anything you can do right when trying to lose weight, Ive cut out sweets, I’ve cut out sugar, I haven’t had a sweet tea in almost a month, I haven’t had fried foods in almost a month, I work out at least 5 times a week, I don’t want my body to think its in starvation mode but It practically is because I don’t eat as much as I used too. But to think If I were to eat like a french fry I could gain all the weight back makes me so angry!! Weight loss has so many rules its just like lose this in a month, don’t lose a lot in a month its bad. I DON’T GET IT!! I just want to be healthy and lose weight and I think all the sacrifices I have made this far are really helping me. so who cares if I lost too much this first month I don’t plan on cheating on my diet anytime soon.

weight loss rant.

Before I start this rant, I just want to say I’m not directing this post to any of my followers, or anyone I know. I just feel like this needs to be said. So,I’m scrolling through my dash, and just looking at what people are saying about losing weight or wanting to lose weight. Some of it is encouraging, some of it makes no sense, and some of it pisses me off. Like the people who put up pics of COMPLETELY anorexic-bones sticking out girls. That makes me sick, why would you want to look like that?? Ive seen that and it looks gross! Those people probably don’t even want to look like that. Nothing looks good on stick thin people because a little bit of curves are good, you don’t want to look like a little boy in girls clothes with no boobs and no but. Then there are the people who are like,I hate myself, I ate a cake today, or I ate 5 pints of ice cream this morning but I promise I’ll start tomorrow. Uhhh NO you just don’t want to lose weight, you will NEVER lose weight, stop eating the bad crap its NOT that hard, if you were raised on eating healthy foods that would be all you know so I’m pretty sure you can survive 6 months or more without putting a fucking piece of high ass sugary food in your mouth. I know its hard but you have to want to do it, and your never gonna do it if you have the mentality that you can do it as long as you promise not too tomorrow.What if you don’t have tomorrow? SO when are you gonna start right now! Get off tumblr and go for a walk, a run, A SKIP do something I promise you will feel better about yourself if you are just TRYING to do something everyday, and as long as you AREN’T TRYING your not going to change. So keep on looking at those pics of skinny girls or fit girls wishing you were them, its not going to happen, you have to want to change yourself bad enough so that you can envy you. And if you don’t start now come 6 months from now when everyone’s at the beach you will have all sorts of people around you, the people` who achieved their goals and are loving wearing a two piece, and then the people who wished they hadn’t kept tellingĀ  themselves they would “Start Tomorrow” do yourself a favor and either start today or deal with the body you have.

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