Happy Mothers Day. :)

OK so, its the end of another glorious week and today has started out kinda suckish. Only because I have been working out everyday this week and I’m trying to convince myself to take a rest day but I don’t want to because my rest days turn into rest MONTHS. So contemplating going to the gym at 12 but I’m really sore. I was thinking I could go and just walk for an hour not do anything strenuous. which brings me to my Other suckish problem, I’m on my fucking period. I don’t even ever get these things so of course when I’m trying not to be a lazy fuck, I’m giving a reason to be a lazy fuck. So, we will just see what happens in 4 hours if I’m up to going to the gym. In other news I’m off for the next four days so, I’ve decided I need to up my workout game. I’m thinking 2 hours a day everyday this week? In Increments, like 6:00-7:00 then maybe 12-1 or something around that time. I also might do some actual classes at the gym I always wanted to do a spin class,and “strength on the ball” is a hard ass class as well, I’ll look into those. ALSO I’m excited about going walking with my boo tomorrow! so I might work out 3 times tomorrow!

New day.

Good Morning tumblers!!!

So today is a new day, and I feel good about starting my journey from scratch, I got on the scale this morning and turns out that I weighed 173.9 which I know thats just my “morning weight” and by the evening it will probably be more but thats still pretty impressive seeing as I stopped working out for so long. Today I start eating right and Im going to take my family on a walk at byrd park. There is this one mile trail and I want to walk it 4 times, its beautiful out and it would be a great day for a walk. Besides like I said I’m starting out slow! So wish me luck I’ll tune into you guys tomorrow! :)

jan-24-2012

Hello World! So this week has been fat week for me, NO not because I cheated on eating, but just because I have been FEELING fat for the past two days, so as you know on Sunday I did an hour of weight training. Yesterday I was sore. So I didn’t work out yesterday. I felt fat all day and I felt like a failure and I just wanted to go get a big mac but I DIDN’T I don’t know why I’m so hard on myself when I miss a day, I think I just feel lf I miss a day I’m going to stop completely but NOPE 24 days and going strong! 7 days from now it will be the last day of January and I can hopefully say I have been doing well on my diet for a whole MONTH I can’t wait to be able to say that :) Anyway I ran 3 miles today WHOOP WHOOP! So I feel better now, I don’t feel like a fat failure and even though I’m not seeing the results I want too, and I feel like I won’t see them for another 2 months, I’m not going to give up and neither should any of you. Have a good day everyone!

jan-21-2012 continued…..

Ok first can I start by saying this sushi I’m eating is SOOO SPICY my mouth is on FIRE!!! anyway Ok so this morning I woke up and I decided Im going to go the gym… So I went to the gym did a little bit of working out, I ran a mile and did some weights then left, then an hour later I went to my HOUR AND A HALF muay thai class!! on an EMPTY STOMACH! worst decision EVER like its almost 2 o clock and this is the first time Im eating something today….not good, I kept wanting to leave the class but My body wouldnt let me and I stuck through it, Im glad I did though so I have worked out for almost 2 hours today YAY me! Now Im in Starbucks eating sushi, attempting to study but I can’t find an outlet so I can plug in my computer so its gonna die in like 5 secs lol. Ok everyone have a good day!!

jan-18-2012

Its a NEW DAY!! I had to get on here and say that I looked in the mirror today and I can FINALLY see myself slimming down a little, I cant believe I haven’t cracked yet, Ive been loyal to this diet and exercise thing and Its almost the end of the month YAY!! I just realized if I’m at least 175 pounds but the end of this month I will have lost 10 pounds this month!!! That’s AWESOME! I know I can do it I’m only one pound away and I have roughly 13 more days till the 31st so I believe I can do it! Before I get to excited for myself can I just say last night my hunger was HORRIBLE I was sooo Hungry and ALL I wanted was to give up! I just couldn’t take the hunger! It was about 12:45 when I ate half a turkey sandwich and a few chips just to be able to get to sleep and I felt bad about it but, I rather be able to sleep and work it off the next day then have to starve myself to sleep, and at least it was just a half the turkey sandwich and not the whole thing and a thousand chips I literally only had like 3 chips, honey BBQ, but they were too sweet for me so I thought they were kind of gross anyway ha! lol, well good luck everyone were almost thru January the longest effing month in my opinion!!!

jan-16-2012

Morning SUNSHINES!!! sooooo yesterday was a kind of sort of cheat day but not really it was in a sense that I had noodles and company and the guy “accidently” made me a large when I asked for a small, (I think it was his attempt at being nice…fail) so of course I ate the whole thing, but it WASN’T a cheat day because I didn’t go over my caloric intake for the day. I had eaten the noodles around 4 so I was basically STARVING from 4pm yesterday to 10 this morning,whatever that was yesterday. SO today was a little different then planned, my ten month old had a fever last night and was up half the night and morning so I didn’t go to muay thai today :(, but I did run 2 miles and do some strength training, so all wasn’t lost. I just want to say that I hardly ever think about cheating and if I do, I don’t cheat because I feel like I have come too far to just throw it all away….I like thinking like that :) have a good day everyone!

jan-15-2012

Just got back from the gym, went for 40 minutes today. SO that’s better than nothing. I was SERIOUSLY thinking about doing the raw food diet but, im like really torn, I want to try it out but the one thing I HATE while dieting is feeling SUPER hungry and SUPER weak from being super hungry, I don’t know all the technical things of a raw food diet so I don’t want to do it the wrong way, plus I just got the hang of counting calories and portioning out my food and so far that has helped me lose 7 pounds so maybe If my weight stays the same by Feb 1st I’ll try the raw food diet…..we’ll see. In other news, after today I’m not going to way myself again until two weeks from now which will be the 29th of January. I might stretch it even further to January 31st for good measure. I just don’t want to start obsessing over my weight loss because then I will get discouraged so for all you out there obsessing over the scale, its not healthy please forget about that stupid number. Ok ladies good luck! were on week three almost AHHHHH :)

jilian Michaels is a crazy woman!!

IN a good way!!! I just attempted to do the 30 day shred, day 1, level 1, week 1 whatever, and can I just say…..DAMN!!! like I haven’t dripped this much sweat in forever and I have been working out faithfully for almost two weeks!! Its not that its hard, all the moves seem easy but she does them over and over and OVER!! It was a really good workout, my only thing is the whole workout she preaches that its only 20 minutes of a workout and when I couldn’t take it anymore I looked at the time elapsed and 30 minutes had gone by but we were still working out with 8 minutes left to go..so I’m like BITCH 20 minutes my ass! All in all I FELT the burn and still feeling it!! TRY THIS DVD if you get a chance!! I’m sure it works! K I need to shower bye!

jan-12-2012

Good Morning tumblerettes!! OK so I didn’t post yesterday but I did walk two miles and eat really healthy as always, Last night I was contemplating getting up this morning at 5 am going to the gym, and doing circuit training. So i went to bed at 11 got up at 4:30am…..then stayed in bed. NOT ONLY did I stay in bed, I was so hungry that I decided today I’m gonna pig out like there is NO tomorrow, my family is going to Red Lobster tonight and I said I’m gonna go and I’m gonna CRUSH, why should I have to starve myself and be grumpy because I’m hungry? right? well instead of doing all of those things, I woke up again at 6:30 got myself out of bed and went to the gym to do circuit training, my mind couldn’t stop thinking of the fact that I didn’t get up to do that, and I did it for 35 mins, not an hour like I planned but anything is better than my ORIGINAL ruin everything I’ve done up to this point plan! I’m SO proud of myself for going, I can fight the temptation, and its only January, I cant Imagine how I’m going to look in lets say March If I keep this up, So to all you out there FIGHT the temptation It will go away. Plus I told myself once I reach 169 Im getting a burger to reward myself :). Have a wonderful day everyone!

jan-10-2012

Soo My diet has been going well, for the most part I haven’t broken down and had any junk food, YAY me! I had a lot of pasta this weekend but I haven’t had ANY candy,soda, or sweet tea :( which is good. I think since I’m doing so well on my diet next week Im going to kick it up a notch and try the raw food diet, I will only be eating fruits and veggies ALL day! I am not opposed to this decision the only thing I’m nervous about is feeling weak and hungry all the time, which I know will probably happen since I’m going to cut out carbs and sugars. I will TRY it and If I feel absolutely horrible Ill probably stop because I still want to work out, but I dont want to do it with no energy ya know! so cross your fingers for me. In other news I went to my FIRST Muay Thai kick boxing class tonight it wasn’t as hard as I imagined but I still got a good workout in so that’s good, I figure any activity you do for an hour is a pretty good workout. So yeah, next week raw food diet commences :). Good luck everyone, Im almost at the two week mark for completely staying on my diet YAY!